Rainbow

2nd Valentine Day w Fatboy

2012-02-14T20:05:00.006+08:00

Its Valentine’s Day again. Well, just another day.
2nd year having fatboy with me on Valentine’s day
Work hard together for our final UT3 and attend UT client together is not bored, but felt blessed
Hope our effort is paid off

This is done by Fatboy
He is talented with such things and ideas
Make me reminisce the time when we first talked to each other and how it started
So I'm glad that I'm not-so-smart because this give him a chance to teach me and impress me

This boy who doesn't work and have any income still bought me something :')

Last lesson with Kimberly

2012-02-03T21:39:00.002+08:00

Counting down, 3 more lessons and goodbye RP!!!
Today is the last lesson of Hospitality module
Out of the 4 module this semester, this module is the best
I like the module, I like the Faci (Kimberly Wee), and I like the people in my class
Pictures are memories :)

Donna 22nd Birthday

2012-01-30T21:35:00.003+08:00

礼轻,情意重
The one that stood by me throughout
Is not about how expensive the gift is,
Is about the presence and effort.
Happy 22nd Donna, my aquarius friend that know me well <3

Memorable 20th Birthday Part II

2012-01-21T23:59:00.005+08:00

It’s my 20th birthday, it’s also 1 year anniversary with Fatboy
And so, I wake up with another surprise
First surprise was the cake which I always want him to do to see how talented is he in decorating a cake
Second surprise was the photoframe, it’s a surprise because I know he is the kind of guy that will not do this kind of girly things
Third surprise was the present, which I like it very much :')

Thanks for everything!
My boyfriend is the best
Ya, I know and I always say he’s the best but I still scold him everyday
Hahaha. But he knows I don’t mean it, so I’m forgiven right?
Heeheehee. Okay, I will cherish my boyfriend. He’s a keeper.

Memorable 20th Birthday

2012-01-21T11:23:00.003+08:00

When the clock strike 12, received call from my best friend Donna
Followed by knock on the door, to think it is my brother
When I opened the door, All I see is my friends holding a cake and sing me birthday song
I was like “AWWW, OMGG, AHHH WO HEN CUI, DENG YI XIA, BU YAO PAI WO…”
Hehehehehe, these are all the unexpected that make it memorable
I will remember this for life
I was touched by every one of them who came at this hour just to give me the best surprise
I really got the best bunch of friend, 最佳poly朋友奖
Thank you Donna, Zijian, Zixin, Jiajia, Eewern, Clarice, Winson & YikeeTing
Not forgetting those give me Angbao and those who sent me text and wished me, a text means a lot to me
Thank you Yipeng, Eileengoh, Lynn YQL, Thomas, Michelle, Germaine, Cheryl...

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Other than my friends
I'm thankful for my family, my mother and my brother
My brother sending a SMS at 12am sharp and give me $100
and my mum for cooking me "Mian xian" and a ang bao
:')

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2012 resolution

2012-01-01T22:44:00.002+08:00

This year, I will...

Find a stable job

Don't think too much

Be a better girlfriend/friend/daughter

Spend money wisely

Keep in touch with my close friends

Maintain my weight, don't grow fat (hehe :x)

Don't complain so much (Nth worth doing is ever easy)

Save more money

Be contented and stay happy

Be awesome :)

Sum up 2011

2011-12-31T02:17:00.002+08:00

It’s the last day of 2011
All I can say is I’m contented and I consider it to be an awesome year
Last semester in poly and I’m glad that I do the best in this semester throughout my 3 years in RP
I’m ashamed to say that I’ve never scored an A in my UT throughout these 3 years
But I’m glad to say I achieve my first B+ for UT in my last semester
Hahaha. I have to admit that I have lousy UT grade
But oh well, I’m used to it
At least my hard work and contribution in class is paid off
I hope I graduate in April, that’s my greatest wish in 2012

2011 is awesome. Why?
Because I manage to pass my exam
Because I have a bunch of friends that stand by me esp my canoe clique
Because I manage to find job when I needed money the most
Because my family is safe
Because my boyfriend is the best
What else to ask for? What’s more to complain?

I got my ups and down this year and I’m glad I get through it
I hope 2012 will be as peaceful as 2011

6 months later...

2011-12-06T21:58:00.006+08:00

Been 6 months since I last blog
Its December and 2011 coming to an end
Hmm, what have I gone through this past 6 months?
Actually time flies till everything just zoom past and I could hardly recall

From quit canoe and left Bakerzin
Then joined Baskin Robbins and left after few months
And now join Body shop.
Work life has been boring, tiring and unhappy?
Exactly 6 more weeks and bide goodbye to RP (Hopefully I will graduate)
3 year of poly life pass damn fast
I remember I just complain that it’s so sick to start with problem 1 (week 1)Now in a blink is like week 9

Can’t wait to graduate, yet I’m afraid that I might not have a goal by then
Turning 20 in a month time, bet time will speed up even faster

And me and Fat boyfriend going 1 year soon
From stranger to classmate to friend to now
From shy to comfortable to now (Bu ke qi le)
If I'm able to graduate, my boufriend plays a part
If I didn't make it... we shall see

Shall post some pictures that is taken for the past 6 months ...
*Busy life and 6 months of me enjoying only a few (Pictures shows)
Sigh, a life of a year 3 student
Now all I face is work, fyp, school.

Best Boyfriend

2011-05-18T00:38:00.004+08:00

It’s my Ye Wei Jie turning 21st
Although plan don’t go as planned, but at least I manage to surprise him
I love my boyfriend

My life

2011-04-22T23:49:00.004+08:00

Just feel like posting picture of us
I love my boyfriend

A wish fufilled, USS

2011-04-12T23:19:00.010+08:00

Smile and die peacefully*
Things I’ve always wish to do have fulfilled
Things like going USS, double date…
HOHOHOHOHO, so happy that I got no more regret

Didn’t know walking around USS and playing rides can be so mad godlike tiring
All energy was drained
So happy when taking picture with all the cartoon character
Tiring, but happy and enjoy to the maximum

One thing down from wish list
More to fulfill!
Definitely fulfill together with my Ye Wei Jie
Next thing to look forward, 14 May :)

My girls, my sisters

2011-04-07T23:09:00.006+08:00

Experience, not so much
Enthusiasm, yes!

My first post in April
Finally get to meet up with my girls
I realize it’s been a long time since I last posted something here
Sucks because holiday coming to an end
Why must holiday end so soon
But I can’t wait to graduate
Just hope that my remaining one year will go smoothly and let me graduate with any GPA
A 2.00 gpa is enough to keep me happy
People say aim for the sky, cus at least we will reach the cloud
But whatever
I’m happy enough if I’m able to reach for the tree
HAHAHA

I’m happy enjoying my life now
Busy working for money
It feels good to have no worries of money issue
It feels even better to see the digit in my bank increase each month
钱还是最重要的, as compare to passion
It’s a need over a want

I’m looking forward to several things
Firstly, my USS
Then looking forward to May
Then next holiday
Then 6 month with <3
Then sem 2
Then Merry Christmas? \
Then erm 2012?
Then graduate (hopefully)
Then tadang~ 世界末日
Moral of the story is, Enjoy life! 

Happy 19th Yikee

2011-03-20T23:23:00.006+08:00

Another March baby
My 6 years friend, Ting Yikee
First 3 post of my blog all birthday post
One after another turning old

So contented with my life now
Stay this way please

Happy 20th Jiajia

2011-03-11T00:23:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 20TH LI JIAJIA
It’s the big 2 for Jiajia
Seems another chapter of life
Next year my turn
AHHHHHHH
Then later big 2 come, then slowly hit 30, then 40 then 50 then wait for death
WA, so scary
Don’t dare think

So many place I wanna go
So many things I wanna do
But, Whrgottime~~
If world really end next year
I will quit school and eat with no worries
So many things to worry about
Burden
HAIIIIII

Happy 19th Yipeng

2011-03-02T01:46:00.005+08:00

Yipeng’s 19th
Everyone is getting older
Next year all of us will hit the big 2
Sound scary and life’s short
Its march already
Why so fast
Countdown feels like yesterday
Its march already
Means april coming
Means school is starting
And means what?
Means FYP lai liao
If I got money, I would like to buy a cert and quit school
Nyehehehehe

Finally make a decision
I’ve been hanging by a thread for too long
Struggling with all my thoughts of things that I can’t bear to let go
It’s a decision that I will regret, but definitely worth
拿的起，放的下
That’s what I’m told to
There are better things ahead
Sometimes, it is better to keep silent than to tell others what you feel
Because it will only hurt you when you know they can hear you
But they can’t understand

Laughter

2011-02-23T02:31:00.008+08:00

This friend of mine is never early
Never fail to let me wait
Her promise to be on time can never happen
HAHAHAHA

Initial plan was to go east coast park
But ended up sticking to our usual routine
Sing, Shop, Eat
5 hours of singing, including of buffet only around $18 each
值得! (Y)

I’ve been eating and eating till I can feel that my 75kg of nightmare coming true
How ah?
Feel like using scissors to cut my excessive fats
Or maybe wrap myself in aluminum foil every night to sleep
I need to run

Been age since we last catch up
Updated each other
And Kristle never failed to shock us with update and make us laugh until jaw drop
I like hearing Kristle’s story because it’s always so drama
Feel like laughing when I think of it
HOHOHOHO

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I believe in horoscope
This website is godlike true

Aquarius Woman

Inconsistency and confusion describe the characteristics profile of an Aquarius female. The same goes for her love life too. She is very loyal, but at the same time, she is also a little detached and not extremely emotional. She will be committed and remain faithful too, but do not try to bind her. Let her enjoy her freedom and in return, she will come back to you when she gets tired of her expeditions. Her dreams are very different from that of a normal female and she hums a different tune, which most of us have not even heard of.

An Aquarian female is like a butterfly, which sits on every flower, but belongs to none. She loves her freedom and if you can accept this, she will love you even more. Within her boundless limits, her love will also be limitless. Position and power matter to her more than money and bank balance. If you want her to fall in love with you, be true and honest, not only to others, but also to yourself. You don't need to follow her rules. You can form your own code of ethics, but be sure to live by them.

Passion is not one of the personality traits of Aquarian girl. Rather, her love will be subtle and unassuming. She is intense, but may prefer to be platonic most of the time. Hosting as well as attending parties comes naturally to her and she will always be a social delight. She will trust you completely and will not be unduly suspicious of your activities. You will also not be bothered by too much jealousy or possessiveness on her part. Her trust arises from the fact that before committing, she had dissected your behavior under a microscope.

Only after being convinced of your integrity did she take the next step. Still, if you become unfaithful to her, she will be extremely hurt and is likely to remember the wound for a long time. With an Aquarian female, out of sight means out of mind too. So, make sure to be around here always. She has a very strong will power. If she thinks the relationship is not working and has no chances of improving also, she will break it right away; though doing so may tear her heart into two pieces. Like every Aquarian, she will remember her first love throughout her life.

It's no use getting upset, better be the first love in her life. She will never ever be dishonest in a relationship and even if she indulges in an extra-marital affair, it will end before it even started. She will always try to know your deepest thoughts and secrets, but her own dreams will be beyond your reach. Conversing with an Aquarian female is usually a delight because of her charming manners. Her mind is quite unpredictable and you will find it hard keeping track. She will live in the present, then suddenly be wistful about yesterday and then, become enthusiastic about tomorrow.

She may talk about fairies one day and discard elves as humbug, the other. Never look down on her or she might never look upto you. She respects you and will expect the same in return. As mothers, Aquarian women tend to be very loving and caring. Though in the beginning, they may be a little nervous about the whole idea of motherhood. But once they become comfortable with it, it will come to them naturally. An Aquarius female may find it difficult to express her love in the form of hugs and kisses and you will have to teach her that. She will never overburden the kids with protection.

At the same time, she will always be a patient listener to their childhood and adolescent problems. Teaching them discipline will also be your responsibility. However, for all this to happen you will have to convince her to get married and this certainly isn't an easy job. You will also have to teach her romance, since expressing emotions does not come too easily to her. She will happily hold your hand and walk besides you, but don't expect her to gaze into your eyes for hours at a stretch.

Don't smother your Aquarian girl with too much closeness, she needs her space and will give you, yours too. Things like suspicion, possessiveness, chauvinism and criticism turn her off. Just be nice to her odd bunch of friends and she will warmly welcome yours into the house. Make use of her intuition and insight, it may help you in solving a problem or two. It may seem like wishful thinking now, but then, remember she looks in the future. Hold her hand and she will let you see the future too, where both of you are cozily living together!

1st

2011-02-21T00:47:00.005+08:00

A random picture that I reblog from tumblr
Merely wrote “I want”
He can take it so seriously and find all his ways to get it just to make me happy
Time and money spend just to get it for me using the Arcade Claw Machine
He say it, mean it and prove it
He killed the devil and destroy the wall within me
I’m truly happy now

Thank you AYWJ
Happy 1st :)

First valentine

2011-02-14T11:49:00.011+08:00

Love is in the air
Had the first valentine of my life
Awesome valentine
I got the best gift, one and only priceless gift
Best feeling that no one gave before
I found the right one 

Cuties

2011-02-12T13:36:00.003+08:00

Cny ending soon
This year damn heng
Manage to win some money
Happy girl
Hohohohoho
Can’t stop posting picture of my cute cousin
Klabye

Time flies

2011-02-10T23:45:00.002+08:00

Last day of school!
Finally my long long holiday coming
Awesome life without school
One semester down, I survive year 2
Yeah mannn!

Back from sabai sabai
Spend like queen
Everything also JUST DE, neh think one
So amaze by little things
Was so amaze and eggcited when I see so many colorful cab
Hot pink cab, godlike chio
Bangkok ftw bodoh

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Lost touch with canoe for so many days
Still holiday mood, totally mou feel
Somemore get to know …
Big sigh*
I got 4 choices, but none of it seems right
If don’t care and JUST DE slack, I will be trash upside down
If withdraw from it, I missed the only chance because I neh take part in mr500 before
If stay on and JUST DE, feeling sucks ttm *no one understand*
If quit, honestly can’t bear to
Wa, life sucks
烦

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My cousin so cute
Klabye

Goodbye Singapore

2011-02-05T09:17:00.005+08:00

Gonna disappear to Bangkok for 5 days
Initially, thought this was a getaway trip for me to 散心
But not anymore
Cause I'm happy and I don't need a getaway
Instead, I need a good shopping trip
Best thing is I'm gonna skip 3 days of school
Nyehahahahahaha
Burden school, burden ut
Life sucks
Can't wait for ut3 to end/cancel

Okay, so gonna miss my mum, my bro, my fifi, myAlvin and my girls ;)

CNY 2011

2011-02-03T15:07:00.003+08:00

It’s Chinese New Year again
Just another year, nothing special
Last year lose so much money
Hope this year heng heng
Hiakhiak
Huat ah!
Klabye

Happy 21st Donna

2011-01-31T01:02:00.005+08:00

Happy 21st Donna love
I consider today surprise a succeed
倪安東 presence make the atmosphere LOL
Stupid enough for me to think of this idea
Oh well, Thanks to Winson for being the 倪安東
HOHOHOHOHO

Hey Na er
I know you are looking at this
Hiakhiak
But what I wanna say I already wrote inside the bible
You know my thoughts already
Hehehehehe
Hope you like what we bought and enjoy the day
Lidier love you

Post pol-ite lunch

2011-01-29T23:55:00.011+08:00

Finally here comes the post pol-ite gathering
Another year has pass
I gone through 2 year in a blink
Our batch have stepped down
The year 3s going to graduate
Gonna miss some of them

One more year to go
Critical and hard time
Will I give up on my last lap?
I don't know
Sucks when I come to think of it
Oh well
I know the answer, but I don't wanna face it

best moment of my life

2011-01-21T12:29:00.004+08:00

Big thank you to my lovely RPC clique
Especially Donna, Zijian, Eileengoh
Not forgetting every single one who came and surprise me
Winson, Yipeng, Eric, Yikee, Hongshan
Jiajia, Zixin, Eewern, Kelroy, Sumei
I got awesome friend

Little things touched me
Donna, being the first to call
Still count down with me
Instead singing happy birthday song to me, she sing the “wu gu” song
HAHAHAHA
I love my Donna xiaojie

The one who I expected, never wish
But the one who I never thought of it called and wish
Was surprise by Darrion’s call
Simple thoughts counts

This year I got the one and only cake in the world
This cannot be bought by money
Cake made by Donna, Zijian and Eileengoh
Really appreciate and are touched until cannot
HOHOHOHO
They are my best and awesome friend

I got the best best friend
I got the best brother
I got the best mother
I got the best boyfriend
What else can I ask for?
I’m contented

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He is one in a million
The best I ever have

no more

2011-01-17T11:28:00.005+08:00

I’m really very sad
I’m really very affected
I learnt not to value friend too much
I learnt that the world is realistic
I understand what “friends for benefits” is
I came to know people don’t give a fuck
Disappointed, because more and more people prove me wrong

Friend? Hah
How many friends around you are genuine?
Some make friend with you because you are pretty/handsome
Some make friend with you because you are rich
Some make friend with you because you are smart
Some make friend with you because they are lonely
Real and true friends accept, not judge you for you are.
I hate myself for being so vulnerable at times
I hate myself for caring too much even for a normal friend
Forget it
I know who is true
Whatever la hor

27km of nightmare

2011-01-12T00:31:00.007+08:00

I completed 27km
And never will I want to go for another marathon I think
Portage kills, repeating rounds kills, mental kills
With strong wind, strong sun, strong current and rain all come in one combo
I’m like going through survivor game
Capsize is tiring
Thank god the place is so beautiful that I can enjoy at every point
Despite having less than 2 training before marathon with Sumei
I think we did a good job

Marathon really no joke
Never felt so tired, so lang bei before
Make me coma for 14 hours yet still tired
Marathon is officially over, what’s next?

Nightmare

2011-01-08T00:03:00.007+08:00

Leng right?
Under this beautiful bridge lies my sweat and tears
Marathon is tomorrow, 27km
Challenge my own mental
I think I confirm paddle until I tears and sing “Piao yang guo hai~”
This one cannot anyhow just de liao
Ahhhhhh
I wish I had a one week coma
I need sleep for that long
Klabye

Open house 2011

2011-01-07T00:28:00.007+08:00

This year open house damn nice bodoh
Decoration, goody bag all just de!
Think cus don’t wanna lose face
Also good la, cus I benefit from there also

If only everyday was open house…
The most enjoying part of today is the time when we take pic
Most laughter
Laugh until I can almost die with my SIT flag
I love my team

Looking back ...
Last year open house really damn sucks
Having booth under tree with kuku booth without shelter
With kuku design of the goody bag
Just like a lang bei only
Lucky this year RP seng mok

When Dory is still with us...

When Yipeng hair still got nest
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
So kuku right Yipeng one year ago hair

When Yikee still with us
AWWWWWwwwwwwww
Memories
Klabye

First post in 2011

2011-01-02T00:17:00.006+08:00

It’s 2011
Countdown was not as well planned as I thought
Kinda screwed, but with awesome people anywhere is fun
I still prefer countdown 2010
Steamboat and drink, so hear warming
But never mind, with the same clique it will be awesome as always
I love all my friends
I drink, I drunk, I didn’t cry this year
I welcome 2011 with a smile

Goodbye 2010

2010-12-31T00:11:00.005+08:00

Last post in 2010
This year seems to pass faster than the previous year
My life is just so busy this year that I missed out a lot of things
This year definitely better than 2009 because I learn a lot
So I assume 2011 will be better than 2010

In 2010 there are people who come, people who leave
Every single one taught me something
I gain this, I lost that
I met him, he left me
Part and parcel of life

I must seriously thank people who hurt me
Because every setback I faced taught me to be stronger
Thanks Mr A. Lim HX
You taught me to be wiser
“Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt”
I’m over you, moved on
Bid goodbye to everything

So blessed with countless care from my friend
Especially my canoeist
Shall enjoy the last day of 2010 with all of them

I think I will slower my pace in 2011 to look at what I have missed
It will be better
Here comes rainbow, Goodbye hurricane

Merry Christmas

2010-12-25T19:54:00.004+08:00

It’s Christmas, like finally
Heart warming steamboat session with the usual ones
People eat turkey during Christmas
We replace turkey with shop N save chicken
HAHAHAHA
(Y) shen qian wang~

No one got really drunk
But again, I always make a fool out of myself when I drink
6 more days to 2011
I really wanna be happy

People that seems “happy” all the time
Go home and die until the next morning.
That’s the part you don’t see…

My team, My friends

2010-12-23T23:57:00.007+08:00

Failed popcorn

No charcoal, use gas
Cool balls right

The guys do the cooking
The girls do the eating

Suppose to be a training day with double session training
But everyone skipped (the year 2)
Never happen in the past but it’s happening
Where is the motivation?
One by one bidding goodbye and get a life
I’m stuck in the middle
Others have no regret if they leave, but I have
I will regret, because I yet to go Pol-ite
Ahhhh sucks again
“…is like trying to turn around in a one-way street”
I want to stay, but I found no motivation
I’m hanging by a thread

Pillar of support

2010-12-18T01:02:00.002+08:00

My pillar of support
I sucks at relationship
But when it comes to friendship
I’m blessed with angels around
After every fall, I will realise who will be the one who picked me up
There are people who just picked you up by saying
Say only la
But some really 24/7 on standby and lend a hand
I feel so touched this few days with warm regards and hug from my friend
You know who you are (:

First time go out with Cheryl without Kristle
Just spend money only *so not me*
Ate sakae buffet, went shopping, took cab…
*wave at my money*

Talking bout cab
I never feel so ouch before
Due to me having poor eyesight
So I just flag the cab without looking
Board the expensive cab
Haven even start engine, the charge is $8 already
Metre jump 30 cent and red light are like a free one
Bugis to somerset just cost us $13

Spend money like happy
But check bank balance just make me regret
But nehmind, at least I'm happy for that moment
Life's short, I should stop worrying

Over

2010-12-17T00:45:00.005+08:00

I might regret putting an end to something that once made me smile.
I might even cry my eyes out whenever I miss the way it used to be.
But I gotta remember that time heals almost everything
Time will come when I’ll no longer cry when I remember it.
Instead, I’ll smile and think how better off I am since then.

Each time, I grow stronger

happy 18th zijian

2010-12-09T00:19:00.008+08:00

HAPPY 18TH ZIJIAN

Lidier & Zijian
Happy birthday love.
Time flies, we know each other for 2 years/
Going through alot of things together
Up and down, good and bad
But friendship still building strong (:
I love you Zijian

Went settlers Cafe
Soooooo many games, nice place to chill with big group of friends
Zhi de (Y)

They very bastard hor
Tsk

The lonely fat girl who wear grey
With invisible Eewern and Zixin

The ones who wear pink

The ones who wear blue

Heart warming picture
But everytime not everyone present
Good day, Good laugh
Klabye

Rant

2010-12-06T23:54:00.004+08:00

Today seriously is mental torture
One month no run, no train and I got a hard time today
Everything start from scratch
Like how I struggle in year one, playing with my own mental
I witness my own 狼狈的样子

In my mind I’m thinking
“Actually I can go work now and enjoy my Aglio Olio/Margarita pizza”
“I can happily go work and see my 鄭伊健”
“I can work more with more $$ coming in at the end of the month”
“But… why am I here doing this”

Everytime when my mental cannot take it
I will tell myself “Just quit, Just de”
But everytime without fail, I say but doesn’t have the courage to do so
Since year one, I say I wanna quit
But until now I’m still here struggling and ranting the same old thing

狼狈 anot?
More 狼狈 than how Winson pick the coin
More 狼狈 than how Zijian do pull up and run 6km
More 狼狈 than how Egoh run the marathon
Wa, just 狼狈 only sia me

Today only first day of training and I already wanna slit myself le
I wonder how the water training will be like
狼狈 doing k1 for 27km is no joke
Eh, not 狼狈 is 孤單北半球
AHHHHHH, fml

LEDZ

2010-12-04T00:30:00.006+08:00

Super sad that day
Sing until I keep emphasize on the ouch lyrics
And and… we encounter something eerie that day
Hmms, I think I better not say
Klabye

One last month

2010-12-01T21:36:00.006+08:00

Time in poly life pass damn fast
Another year is going to end
So much to reflect this year

I’m still in a holiday mood
Not ready for training, how? :/
6 December is drawing near
My normal routine will be back
School.Canoe.Home
Now still got work
I think I will collapse someday
Just how long more can I take this?
I wonder frequently

This semester like just started
Yet, now is already week 8
7 more weeks and bidding goodbye to year 2
Then is like omg, year 3
Can you believe it’s like just so fast bodoh

Everything passes so fast
It is so fast that I don’t even notice it’s gone
Just vanish in the thin air
But what is it that it’s gone?
Something I feel, but can’t tell what it is
Okay, what am I talking?
AHHHH just fml.
Klabye

P.S/ I wish that the last month of 2010 will be awesome

Another one year baby

2010-11-23T00:34:00.005+08:00

2 little one year old

Ariel (:

Happy 1st to my dearest

So cute, smile until like that (:

Disappointment
But I can’t blame you
Cus you are just a kids
Heart wrenching indeed.

Another friday

2010-11-20T00:15:00.008+08:00

Ikea & Airport

This Jiajia thinks she is FannWong hor?
Jump shot like a da ming xing

Jiajia get amaze easily
Anyhow find people take picture
She say she wanna act some tourist at airport
But carrying a laptop shows that we are poly student
I love her candid shot
Hiak

I think we get bored until ...
So cute of us to take picture with this
Adding all our age together already close to 80, but we still act like 8

So funny
Zijian look like bearbear hor

Shall end this post with this picture
I find it very funny
Posing so happily where the camera is not even facing us
Confidently pose and smile and realise...
Well, boring place with awesome people :)

I love my faci

2010-11-15T22:35:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
Lady luck on my side
She knows my gpa is at risk and sent this faci to teach me
Mad love this faci
Shall ask for Christmas wish on my next RJ
Shall wish straight A for the rest of the week
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
*smile and die peacefully*

Human are realistic

2010-11-11T22:49:00.003+08:00

I learn to be independent today, must not depend on other
Why are human so realistic?
I know I’m stupid, with gpa low until I can go eat shit
But what’s wrong with asking?
No one see that I did try
All you all think is I’m forever like before
It is heart wrenching to see the reaction on their face
When people indirectly saying I’m stupid and all
Actually I do mind, a lot
But I just laugh it off
You should be building me up
Instead of tearing me down
Disappointment

family gathering

2010-11-10T00:29:00.005+08:00

I love family chalet, so heart warming
Play with my little ones
Gamble with the big ones
Indulge myself with food and alcohol
Donna must be honour, because she is the first friend I bring to such thing
Just nice after pol-ite, I can eat with no worries
Looking forward to Chinese new year
Why adult always ask this 2 question?
“How’s your studies” and “Where your boyfriend”

Now I got one month break from canoe
But my life still packed, busy everyday
Work and work and work
My life is so blend
Can let me strike lottery a not?
Ahhhh, sucks much
But I enjoy my work (:

Just my luck

2010-11-08T00:09:00.005+08:00

This module’s faci is the most relax one I ever bump into
His RJ question everytime make it so easy yet you “don’t know what to write to impress him”
Week 1 RJ : “How is your first day back in RP?”
Week 2 RJ: “How is your day?”
Week 3 RJ: “How is the going today?”
And now he asked me “How did you spend your weekends?”
Trying to be informal and be myself I wrote rubbish but surprisingly he grant my wish
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I laughed when I see his comment and grade given
Shall continue wishing

They complete my dream

2010-11-07T23:29:00.008+08:00

Finally ended
Everyone hard work is paid off
Our dreams come true, girl’s championship
Although I never had a chance to complete my dreams, but my girls fulfil it
Now I know what team above self is
Everything come to an end and everything start all over again
I hope I got constant reminder to give me the will to continue fighting
Negative voice always around telling me “no point…”
Now is me against myself
I witness and experience a lot on that day (team spirit, tears, hard work, determination…)
I know everything is worth it
These are moments I can’t forget and I know I will not regret and in future, I will think back and smile

JIAJIA, DONNA, KELROY
Afterall, we got no regret right? (:
They live the dream for us

ZIJIAN, DONNA, EILEEN.G

GIRLS CHAMPIONSHIP
good job girls

Year 2 girls
LSR/Mac M**** (hiakhiak, I don't dare type out)

Year 2 guys
Can't believe the quantity left this much after the few graduate

TEAM REPUBLIC CANOEISTS

Pre- polite dinner

2010-11-02T11:49:00.010+08:00

PRE-POLITE TEAM DINNER

LOOK AT EVERY SINGLE FACE
SO EPIC
ZIXIN - Giving the very unwilling face
CLARICE - Giving the "YOU MEH" face
EEWERN - Giving the tolerate very long face
DONNA - Dancing in and out of the "YOU MEH" dance
ZIJIAN - Armchio don't know at who

Angeline Tan PeaGeok
Graduating this year
Saddening

I got nothing but best wishes for all of you
Winson, Yipeng, Wenda, Jonang (only take picture with you all)
I know you all can make it (:

Eileengoh - my ex-partner, let your flabby arm make you fly to finishing line
Zijian - my first-partner, let your pikong breathe throughout the race!
Zixin - jennifer mei mei, let your techno rock through every sets
Eewern - have the ghost spirit and float all the way
Clarice - bounce all the way with ghost and see you at finishing line
Yipqiaolin - just de, lats muscle, just de (:
Leah - although it's T boat, but unleash your Indian power
Sumei - grip your teeth, don't open until the finishing line :D

KBOX with girls

Finally, there is one proper picture for the 4 of us
One and only after 2 years of friendship
Fatty goh and fatty wong jiayou okay 

I’m glad I’m not alone going through the tough period
A period with 2 choice; either I give up or pick myself up
Trust me, it’s not easy dealing with such feeling
A fall from peak, damn hard
Jiajia, Kelroy, Donna
We know we tried
*hug*

End the post with a team picture
Heart warming indeed

value of hardwork

2010-10-23T22:54:00.004+08:00

It’s 23rd October today
By right today is the day everyone waiting for, Pol-ite

School have started 2 weeks already
Currently haven receive any ‘C’ for any module
Everytime I will always do well for the first few weeks
Then my grade will decline weeks by weeks
I wonder how long my enthusiasm will keep me this semester

Wenda is like my role model
Now I know how his ‘A’ comes from already
Totally focus in class one
Now I also very focus, because I appear offline when I’m in class (Y)
Really it helps, I can really focus
Other than this, I learned the real meaning of “understand”
I used to “copy, paste” information from Wikipedia for my presentation
Now, I find information from A LOT of website and combine ALL information using my own words
This is what Wenda taught me

**************************

It’s impossible.” said pride.
“It’s risky.” said experience.
“It’s pointless.” said reason.
“Give it a try.” whispered the heart

My pride told me that I’m scare to fight on, because I’m afraid to lose
My experience told me to give up because there is no guarantee it’s gonna succeed
My reason told me that it’s hopeless, I see no glimpse of hope
But there is some part of me still ask me to try till the end

Don't want this anymore

2010-10-16T22:21:00.003+08:00

Seriously, I don’t like this
You mind fuck me today

sometimes giving up seems easier

2010-10-11T18:49:00.003+08:00

Time pass so fast
In a blink, my holiday is gone
Eh, do I even have a holiday?
I paddle my holiday away
Sigh*

Result is out
Should I be happy that my gpa is above 2
Or should I be sad that my gpa dropped and it’s at risk
Gpa 2.07, I can’t afford to drop any further
Same class as Wenda in this coming semester is a bless
God is helping me uh?
With such a bright student that I can turn to
Privilege given to me, the rest is up to me
I want to work hard this semester
Even if I don’t want to, I need to

Less than one month to Pol-ite
Still don’t have an answer from coach that who is in or out
Suddenly feel so tired of fighting for it
Motivation lost especially looking at how little people come for training
The actions will answer the consequences
We shall see

School re-open tomorrow
Hoping for a good start

Happy 18th Kristle

2010-10-05T00:23:00.010+08:00

HAPPY LEGAL TO THIS GIRL
KRISTLE LOW
Went Billy Bomber and the manager so good
Give her this for free
She's so shy when Cheryl and I sing her birthday song

Cheryl & Kristle
Both october baby
Both 18 year old

Went ‘clinic’ aftermath
Never go before so give it a try
But I think not worth it
Cost around $60 for the 6 ‘injection’
Only 30ml for one ‘injection’
One mouth $10 (N)

Drink not enough because it’s only a mouthful
So we head to “forbidden city”
Much worth than ‘clinic’ I swear
Ambience, drinks, music, everything
Alcohol alone cost me $40
I hereby declare bankrupt

Today not only Kristle’s birthday
But also one year anniversary for the 3 of us
Year 1 semester 2 first day of school was Kristle’s birthday
Time flies, we know each other for one year already
More years to go

School reopen next week
I yet to enjoy my holidays
Sigh*

Kids are adorable

2010-10-04T20:35:00.008+08:00

HAPPY 1ST TO ARIEL TAN
This is my niece
Oh my, I sound so old
She call me "Ah yi"

This 3 princess turning 1 year this year
All so adorable
I don't mind bringing them home

TINGTING
My favourite kids

Sunday I skipped training to attend Ariel’s one year celebration
So I didn’t skip without a reason okay
Baby all so cute
Cannot take it
Feel so happy to play with them
I think I make a good mother?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Shall find time to visit them
Weeeeeee~~

Back from runaway

2010-10-03T00:27:00.020+08:00

HOU MEI SIA!
My "hou" and "mou" in Genting
Like my style hor

COLD UNTIL...
Everyday under the sun
So not used to cold weather

DON'T LOOK LIKE ME MEH?
HAHAHAHA
8 years ago, my Malaysia-Indonesian face

JASMINE
My one year younger than me cousin

DESMOND
My one year older than me cousin

Malaysia KTV
Cheap you know!
One room cost 66RM for 2 hours
Can filled up to 8 person ^^
Shen Qian Wang (Y)
ZHI DE

Why time always passes so fast?
So… I’m back from Genting and there goes my boring life again
Training after training…
I’m so in the holiday mood that I have forgotten about Pol-ite
Back to Singapore is like back to reality
Self declare holiday and allow myself off for Sunday
Skipped 4 days of training and still feel like skipping
Oh, what got into me man?
One month to pol-ite
Okay, I shall give all out for these 4 weeks

When 11:11 strike nowadays
My wish is to be a billionaire, so freaking baddd~~
One Genting trip I spend 500RM
Oh man, where did I spend the money on?
I wish my bank have unlimited amount of money
Sigh*
Wish only, I hate reality

For the past few days
My life revolve with food, good food, sinful food, fast-food
If I stay there for another 2 weeks
I guess my 75kg nightmare will just come true
Spending money in Malaysia and Singapore is so different
Spending money in Singapore I always give a second thought
While in Malaysia, I “JUST only”
Just until 500RM all gone left 12RM
HAHAHAHAHA

Took many many pictures
Feel like some tourist
But who cares?
I’m not in Singapore, I got no friend (cus I’m a canoeists)
HAHAHA
3 more years, then I shall join the adults to casino
For this, time will past very slowly

In conclusion, I got another point of view after this trip

runaway

2010-09-29T17:49:00.000+08:00

A runaway trip
I will stop thinking about everything
I will stop worrying about everything
I will be happier when I'm back
I will sort up my thoughts
Off to the top of the cloud :D

My favourite day of the week

2010-09-24T23:45:00.005+08:00

Precious Friday, happy Friday
I’m so happy today!
My blackberry spoiled, and starhub replace with a new one!
Hiakhiak
And and I finally found the devil case
Gonna get my battery replace asap
Shall cherish my phone now

Town with my black black girls today
Time spend is short, but happy
Finally get to shop
Get to go town
Get to eat my favourite food *wriggle brows*
Get to wear nice and take pictures
Finally it’s Friday after 6 days of hell
Why Friday end so fast and other day seems so long
Sigh*
Tomorrow is Saturday like again
Back to my routine
Train.Eat.Sleep
HAIII, BOR-RING
Looking forward to Thursday ^^

On side note, I’m so sad
I’m so black that my skin colour is the same as my clothes (did you realise?)
I look like a tree today
Sigh*
“You meh?” HAHAHAHAHAHA
I realise that I like to exaggerate things
I’m a funny person, hor?
Hahahahaha

Waiting for the End

2010-09-21T22:49:00.003+08:00

How long does sincerity last?

decisions

2010-09-19T17:30:00.006+08:00

Life is short. Life is unpredictable. Life is all about choices
How do you define your life?

Yesterday was judgement day
Was told that there is only one k4 sent for competition
Which means… more more more reserve
Reality is cruel eh?
Got to get prepared for any outcome
I just got to do my part
Do my best, leave to fate
Halehlujah, amitabha, allah…

I won’t feel good if I never get in
Neither do I feel good if I get in and my friends don’t
Thought we are a team? We are in this together?
But why must it be so cruel?
Okay, I know the objective.
Nothing, but to win
So we will take and do whatever it takes?
Hmms, not “will” but “must”

Pol-ite postpone to 6 November
Suffering extend for 2 weeks
I need to endure and end with it
Time pass quickly please

how well do you understand?

2010-09-13T22:35:00.004+08:00

Today mark the end of year 2 semester one
I’m over with it
I’m done with java
But not to be happy too soon
In case I’m really that unlucky to repeat module
Oh well, leave to fate

Come across egoh’s blog
Feel like reblog or retweet it
Because I feel the same, I shared the same thought

Things I worry everyday and think about it and feel paranoid
Being big size, being over burnt
People who see me once in a blue moon will say the same old thing
“Wa, how come so black”
“Wa, fit liao sia”
Well, is not I want one right
Some feel that I ask for it, so ask me don’t complain
But how well you understand?

Canoe makes me become no fashion sense
Like what egoh mention,
“No fashion sense because a top + shorts sums up convenience for us after training has already became a habit dress code we have every single day.”
So come to a point when I will tell myself “Got training dress so nice for what”
As time goes by, it become a habit
Oh well, how sad.

No life, no benefits, no CE point, doesn’t help me in graduating, doesn’t produce money, no nice skin, no nice body
So many factors people list out for me and ask me what worth me staying
Honestly, I wondered and I am unsure of it too
Like what egoh says, “Only canoeist will understand”

There is one quotes which says, “If you don’t go all the way, why go at all”
I’m already half way, stayed more than a year
Giving up half way makes me think that whatever sacrifices I’ve made are all wasted
Those insult made my others, those jersey we have earned, those punishment given…
But what I know is I have never regret so far
The hardship will benefits me, will make me stronger
If you are my friend, if you care about me, give me support
Don’t give sarcastic remark and ask me quit
… because this shows that you don’t understand me

Broken Arrow

2010-09-12T23:32:00.004+08:00

Pixie Lott - Broken Arrow

What do you do when you're stuck,
Because the one that you love,
Has pushed you away,
And you can't deal with the pain,
And now you're trying to fix me,
Mend what he did,
I'll find the piece that i'm missing,
But I still miss him,
I miss him, i'm missing him,
Oh I miss him, I miss him i'm missng him

And you're sitting in the front row,
Wana be first in line,
Sitting by my window,
Giving me all your time,
You could be my hero,
If only I could let go,
But his love has still hit me,
Like a broken arrow.
Like a broken arrow.

He's the thorn in my flesh
That I can't take out
He's stealing my breath
When you're around,
And now you're trying to convince me,
He wasn't worth it,
But you can't complete me,
It's the thought that he's missing,
I miss him, I'm missing him,
Oh I miss him I miss him, i'm missing him,

And you're standing in the front row,
Wana be first in line,
Sitting by my window,
Giving me all your time,
You could be my hero,
If only I could let go,
But his love has still hit me,
Live a broken arrow,
Like a broken arrow.

What do you do
When your hearts in two places?
You feel great but you're torn inside.
You feel love but you just can't embrace it,
When you found the right one at the wrong time.

And you're
Standing in the front row,
Wanna be first in line,
Sitting by my window,
Giving me all your time,
You could be my hero,
If only I could let go,
But his love still hit me,
Like a broken arrow.
Like a broken arrow...

******************

This is so nice la
Omg
Every sentence just … only
Go listennnnnnnnnnn
Gogogogogogo
Last ut tomorrow, java
Hope I don’t face it anymore after tomorrow
Goodbye year 2 semester 1
Oh well, after tomorrow gonna diverse all attention on canoe
I will work hard do my part, then leave to fate

Busy bee

2010-09-06T21:37:00.006+08:00

Busy women, I’m busier than a maid
So no time
Finding time is like finding pearl in the deep blue sea
But at least I fork out time at one of my Tuesday for Cheryl and Kristle
Who never had been to IKEA before?
My dear friend Kristle Low is one of them
Hahahaha
The reason why she never been to IKEA before because she say she have no furniture to buy
Shop, eat at IKEA then head to city plaza and town
Great day with great people :D

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHANSUMEI
19th birthday for this girl
Whenever I see her face, I will laugh
Epic face with epic behaviour
Let’s work hard together for Pol-ite :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WINSON TAN
19th birthday for this guy
His aunty behaviour makes me laugh
Unlucky for him, ut on his birthday
But nehmind, bet our surprise for him make his birthday a memorable one
Enjoy aunty beng eng :D

UT WEEK
This is so uncool
Holiday mood but need to come back for ut
Well, 1 down, 3 more to go
GPA just hit 2 okay?
Drop no more, cannot afford
I will work hard, JUSTTTT er yi
Fast end so I will put all my attention in canoe
Count down…

Thoughts...
You should not be saying “past is past”
Especially when you know flashbacks do exists

mou feel

2010-09-01T23:28:00.005+08:00

No mood to blog
Nothing to blog
To much to feel
M.I.A for awhile...

Won't

2010-08-22T22:01:00.008+08:00

Praying won't do it
Hating won't do it
Drinking won't do it
Fighting won't knock you out of my head

Hiding won't hide it
Smiling won't hide it
Like I ain't tried it
Everyone's tried it now, and failed somehow

Driving won't do it
Flying won't do it
Denying won't do it
Crying won't drown it out what you said

- All time low, The wanted

***************************

Nice song :D
It just won’t be so easy
Well, it’s only Sunday
Friday seems so far
Train.Eat.Sleep
I miss my friend
Kristle, Cheryl, Meldryne, Raychelle and many many…
I wanna see your face leh
People say money not enough
For me is time not enough
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Sucks

Friday is love

2010-08-20T22:21:00.004+08:00

It’s finally Friday
My only off day of the week
Decided to use my free time to study
Priorities given to ut3 because I don’t wanna fail

I love to read tumblr
Make me blog lesser and tumblr more
Come across some and I think is so damn true
Can’t agree more

“I love that “in the beginning” feeling
Where everything is perfect.
You like them. They like you.
Texting twenty four seven.
Saying good morning, saying goodnight.
Then you start using cute little pet names.
Then it gets to the awkward stage where you’re not sure exactly what you are.
Then once you figure it out, it all goes down hill from there.
All the excitement is gone. All the passion is wasted.
Everything you once were has just faded to lies and bullshit.”

Agree anot?
Beginning is so fairy tale, so perfect
So don’t figure out and left unsaid better right?
Still got one more...

“Let’s take 5 minute to think about the past.
Remember when Converse the shoes to wear, not Nikes.
Nikes use to be for nerds, remember?
When Gap clothes were the shit, not The Hundreds.
When those zip capri were the hottest pants on guys, not Skinnies.
Remember when the more stuff you had in your backpack the cooler you were, and rolling backpacks we’re the hype, not flat Jansports.
Remember when tying your sweater to your waist made you look cool, not wearing cardigans.
Remember when tying your hair up into a pigtail, pony tail made you look cute, not thin layers and side bangs.
Oh how I miss my innocent smile.
Remember when talking to guys we’re really hard, and when playing tag you would chase only your crush?
HAHA those were the days.
Now, everything is so complicated, everything is so alike.”

Saw this tumblr and make me reflect
Agree with everything
I used to tie jacket on my waist and think I’m like a cool
Hahahahahaha
… and during school days I used to chase after my crush
Hahahahahaha
I still remember during primary school I used to write letters
Hahahahahaha
Confess in letter, draw heart shape, write stupid thing on table
Oh my, it was so cute then
Time pass, people grow, things change
Well, life...

JUSTTTT er yi

2010-08-16T22:07:00.004+08:00

Day 1 of polite training
Resistance is back
Once complete the 14km you know how I feel?
Is like paddling from Indonesian finally reach Singapore
Imma survivor
In my mind “Justtt only”
Get to know what we going to do for the rest of the week
Looking forward, yet …
I like the feeling when I train until cry
I predict this will happen on Thursday
I’m so weird
Where got people like to train until cry one
Hahahaha
Justttt only

In case you don’t know
A simple msg “Train hard” means alot

reflection

2010-08-14T23:02:00.004+08:00

Ponder ponder ponder
Looking at my calendar
I realise I really short of time
UT3 is 3 weeks from now
Seems far uh, but never enough for me to recap all the 60 lessons
I want to study
But nothing goes in my brain
Why no one understand one ah?
I mean, come on la
Who don’t wanna score well?
Who don’t wanna get a higher GPA?
I’m working hard, but no one see and everyone assume

Life sucks in this competitive world
Everyone trying so hard to win
Maybe I really not good enough
Facts are facts
Life sucks

No training tomorrow
My last free Sunday with no training
Gonna cherish and sleep until I happy
Monday onwards training is killer
Resistance training is back
14km with resistance is no joke
Cow feeling is back
But… JUST ONLY
I will hang on
JUST ONLYYYYY

last day of sem 1

2010-08-13T11:59:00.007+08:00

Last day of year 2 semester 1
Like finally holiday commence
But sigh…
Still got UT3
Oh well
I gonna miss some of my classmate
The class which have only 2 pathetic guys

I smell holiday
But I smell tough training ahead too
Gonna be survivor

Well, it’s Friday the 13th
It’s a good day for me, I assume
Okay, I’m happy today

NationalDay

2010-08-09T20:09:00.007+08:00

Its national day
Spend my national going training
Cui balls
Though only 4 sets of 2km
But high intensity makes me cui balls
So happy, got to drink KOI today
Food makes me happy
Whole energy drained out like seriously
Small cousin come my house
So niceeeee, so cuteeeee
They so naïve
Get amaze and happy easily
They feel so happy to see their distort face
Awwww
I'm forever tired

singfest'10

2010-08-06T22:12:00.009+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Some shit or what from the tree
Zijian damn lucky

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Sumei cannot maintain one leh
Work with her will make me LOL until cannot
See her so small size
But she eat and eat and eat
3 day of work she ate 6 Mac burger

Moneh moneh moneh
Spend 3 days working at Singfest
People spend $175 for the ticket but I get in for free and get paid
Nice

Day 1 was the best
Because there is Katy Perry, Wonder girls, Tokio Hotel, Orianthi and The Like
I really wanna laugh at the audience leh
They can queue for hours and sit outside with the hot weather
Once the door opens, they literally run leh
Run and scream leh
Hahahahahaha
See them like this really funny
Celebrities also haven come out, but already scream until ji high

Day 2
I only know Kanye West
The rest don’t know who
Got Lupe Fiasco, Kool & Gang, Diane Birch and Jully Black
I think everyone went for Kanye West
When Kanye West come out, the atmosphere is high until cannot
Thumb up

Day 3
That day got Smashing Pumpkin, Thirty secs to mars, The Vines, Ian Brown and Hall Villian
Last day already
Still feel like continue working
Easy money
Got concert watch, free food, free alcohol and money take
Nice

Feel so fat for this 3 days
Eat and eat and eat
And they buy us MaChicken for the 3 days
My moderate gone
Feel fat leh
Somemore skip 3 days of training
Being hardworking, train today with Winson, Zijian and Eileengoh
Run, gym, swim
Damn hardcore
I feel so drain out now
How to survive for tomorrow hardcore training and Sunday survivor training?
Tell me about it

dont anticipate

2010-08-01T22:08:00.002+08:00

Moral of the story today is…
Anticipation lead to disappointment
So, don’t anticipate
Was anticipating to training today
Been skipping Sunday training for 2 months
Today, finally got the urge to make effort going down all the way to macritchie
Despite the rain, despite the paddle to carry around with, despite waking up at 6am
Just as I was about to reach, sms come say “training cancel”
Nice hor?
Hahaha
Being too enthuse sometimes is not good also
Nehmind, I just learn a lesson today
Literally nowhere to go
After mac went winson house
Woodlands area! (Y) hou near me
Winson’s house really makes me wanna go Zzzzz
AHHHHHHHHHHH
Sinful today
Nehmind, tomorrow training sure hardcore
8 more lessons to holiday ^^

P.S: A goal without a plan is just a wish

significance

2010-07-31T22:41:00.005+08:00

Goodbye July, hello August
Time really travel like rocket
Time pass so fast that I don’t even think of what I’m doing
I just do what I suppose to do and get through it and pass my day
But what is the significance of it?
Life is never fair uh?
Reality is forever so cruel
There are 2 ways to run your life
Either you run it good
Or ruin it bad
I shall run it good

holiday plan

2010-07-30T15:09:00.011+08:00

Holiday training schedule out
12 weeks more to Pol-ite
Training damn hardcore
Entire holiday will be hardcore training
Only rest on Friday
I hope all this will be paid off
AHHHHHHHHH
23 October, counting down
Need to cut down on fastfood
All I must do is to resist and keep thinking of 75
AHHHHHHHHH
Demolish all fastfood for 3 month can anot?
Tsk, irritating leh
I’m a poor freak this holiday
Moneh moneh moneh
Tell me I’m gonna survive this holiday

Girls championship, 一起来

swim swam swang?

2010-07-27T22:49:00.006+08:00

What touched me is that…
When I decided to give up on myself
There is someone who won’t give up on me
Thank you

Sometimes, never apologies for saying what you feel
That’s like saying “Sorry for being real..."
Agree?

I realise I have been avoiding people avoiding things nowadays…
I need a break from all this

Swimming with Zijian, Donna, Eileengoh today was awesome
So so so shag, so so so tired I swear
I act one know swim only
HAHAHAHA
I realise I cannot live without friends (:
Well...

great

2010-07-24T15:27:00.005+08:00

Training today damn hardcore
Every set literally give my 101%
Cui balls totally
Been a month or so since I last paddle in k4
Today finally can get in touch with xiaohei
Hou happy
Configuration change
Me, Angeline, Kelroy, Zijian
Whooohoo
Feeling damn different
Onlydia like this
Somehow it’s a sense of motivation to work harder
Pol-ite drawing near
I wished for a k4 event
On side note, I only wish for a GPA 2 then I very happy already
If below 2 I will kill myself man
Then it’s like I train so hard for fuck, right?
GPA please be kind abit

Went town to watch this show
Not nice oneeeeeeee
Make me go “Huh, finish already ah”
Bu zhi de!
Should have watch despicable me instead
Hahahaha
Ok, I fault because I insist
Good day (Y)

Date with Zijian

2010-07-23T23:22:00.012+08:00

Today was awesome
I love Friday
Because there is no school, no training for me
If only everyday was Friday
Went town with Zijian
Went eat at the don’t know what burger one
Nice leh
Place nice, food nice, service nice, not ex
Zhi de! (Y)

Zijian (:

Went Forever 21 buy ring
Nice right nice right
Me like

Went to take neoprint
The last neoprint I took was 3 years ago leh
Times have change
No more $1 coin
They use japan moneh liao

I like all the shots
Awww
Memories

Being vain, we went to do manicure
Hou cheap wor
$4 only leh ^^
Shall try more colour in future
Just boomx only

Enjoy today
At least I don’t feel sad
Thank god I’m bless with wonderful friends around
I know I’m not alone (:

painful things...

2010-07-22T15:16:00.004+08:00

Agree max

better off alone

2010-07-21T14:42:00.005+08:00

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh
I feel like screaming
Ok I cannot take it
Tell me how to react
I should have see it coming
I should have read to sign
The worst part is the time before I sleep
I need to think and image flash through
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Even a happy song played I also find it ouch
Can some kind soul just hit me into coma state?
So I won’t have to remember a single thing
Gonna vent everything in gym already
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
@#$%^&
&^%$#
#$%^&*
K bye

disappointment

2010-07-18T23:24:00.002+08:00

Thoughts
Words are just words
This moment ones can say “Babe, I will … no matter what…”
Haha, all bullshit
Next moment they can turn their back on you
How nice ah?

The ones you think you can trust, always seem to be the ones bitching
The ones you thought would be there for you disappear
The ones that said they understood, dont even know the first thing about you
The ones you thought would never lie, thats all that seems to be coming out of their mouths
The ones you said “friends forever”
Yeah, fuck you.

搞笑

2010-07-17T23:38:00.010+08:00

Sing sang sung
First time Zixin and Sumei joined us
Sumei is really the joke of the day
She makes everyone “Top of the world”

After singing session, I’m so addicted to the song 搞笑
邊哭邊笑偏要說著一個人真好
當人群散了突然覺得我可以死掉我受不了
It's like totally (Y)

So many thoughts...
But well...
Doesn't matter anyway

partial like again

2010-07-15T14:39:00.004+08:00

Shit la
Partial again today
How ah
Today faci ma wo ):
So partial better right
Hahaha
My grade really last warning leh ):
How ah how ah
Who can donate grade?
Tsk
Life sucks, ok no, school sucks
Why everyday mou feel one
Sigh*

I feel like swimming
But …
… I don’t know how to swim
I’m so paranoid nowadays
I had a bad dream yesterday
I dream that I suddenly weight 75kg
Seventy five lehhhhhhhh
Make me go crazyyyyyyyyy
Ok, I cannot take it
Shall run like dog already
K bye

damage

2010-07-14T14:25:00.003+08:00

unbroken

2010-07-13T15:45:00.004+08:00

GUYS AH
If you argue with him, he thinks that you’re hard-headed
If you’re quiet, he thinks that you don’t care
If you call him, he thinks that you’re too clingy crazy
If he calls you, he feels that you should be happy
If you don’t love him, he’ll try to win you
When you do love him, he leaves
If you tell him your problem, he says you’re irritating
If you don’t, he says you don’t trust him
If you lecture him, he thinks that you just wanna argue
If he lectures you, he thinks it’s because “cares”
If you break a promise, he don’t trust you anymore
If he breaks it, it’s because he had to
If you cheat, he expects it to be over
If he cheats, he wants another chance

This is so true la
Agree anot?
Say yes, faster
Ok la, maybe not all guys’ la
But guys that I encounter really …

world cup finals

2010-07-12T00:40:00.003+08:00

Okay, fuck my life
I is suay until cannot
To think any of them win I still got money
End up 0-0
Thanks hor
Omg
I is heart pain until cannot
Not in good mood already
Okay, cup noodle and whitebread this month
Going to starve myself
One stone kill two bird
Save money, lose weight (Y)

VERY TIRED
Got ut, got training
Okay, I hate today the most
Anyone manage to cheer me up is god

world cup fever

2010-07-11T03:18:00.006+08:00

No need go jump mrt!
.. cus Germany won!
Whooohoooo!!
Ok, so my $50 earn me $27.50
O.N.L.Y siaaaaaaa
But better than nothing

Work today (Y)
Income rolls in
8 hours $60
Okay, I’m a happy girl today
Moneh moneh moneh

Final later!!!!!
Last match, else gonna wait 4 years later
So I just bet only
$25 on Spain to win
$10 on Holland to win
$5 each for total goal 1 and 3
And and $5 for Spain to score first goal!
End up I spend $50 on finals!
Okayyyy, wish me luck k

Amithaba
Hallehlujah
Allah

8 wonder girls

2010-07-10T16:48:00.009+08:00

TIME TRAIL
Due to rain last week
Time trail postpone to today
This is stress
Compete against teammate
I don’t like this
This time trail change everything
My k2 partner change again
From Zijian to Donna, now to Eileengoh
I’m so glad that everytime I’m paired with my close one
But I forever frontman
Why ah why ah?
Tsk

21, remember?
I used to pray so hard that coach will put us together
Now finally come true
It might be temporary, it might be for good
But let’s jiayou k

*********************

YipQiaoLin

Qi ruo

Beverly

Cath

Pipi

Zijian

A very random steamboat dinner
Last min plan during training
End up only this 7 who are steady
Next time full house hor
Don’t care

I swear I will never visit 天天火锅 again
Turn off until cannot
Quantity quality both cannot make it
Service also cui
Cleanliness no need say
Horrible until cannot
Okay but what’s makes everything look ok is the firework
We manage to catch one min of firework clearly from our view
Ok 值得

Today really laugh a lot
Cannot take it
Thanks for today girls
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
More of this horkay? (:

And omg
I did something I never thought I would do
I anyhow go bet $50 on germany
Anyhow hor?
I’m so broke la
If I lose this $50 I think I is emo until cannot
Tomorrow go jump mrt liao
Ok nehmind, console myself “4 year once”

you piss me off

2010-07-09T19:01:00.005+08:00

I really don’t like people compare me with other people
Don’t compare me to her
We are made different

absence

2010-07-08T23:20:00.006+08:00

So is which one?
Test or answer?
Made unknown...

****************

I have been losing money man
World cup final
Holland V.S Spain
Which one to bet?
This time I will listen to Paul

Ut today damn sucks la
I don’t even know a single question
Don’t wanna leave it blank so copy paste something inside
Hope “copy paste” something gain me marks
Pray a D for this ut
I will be contented enough

Counting down to holidays (:

i guess it was not enough

2010-07-07T09:14:00.008+08:00

Ivan Lim Zhao Yuan finally say something that make sense today
Awwww
Make sense uh?
“… there’s someone there for you”
Be it one or many
I should count myself lucky
Shall reduce emoness

Germany V.S Spain
Exciting match
Germany ah, let me win leh
Come on, do me good

Sigh*
UT tomorrow, yet I never even study
This explain my grade uh?
World cup fever uh
Influence uh

************************

"She watched me try
Atleast a thousand times
If she loved me she'd stop me,
But no...."

Ok, so addicted to this song
Bruno Mars - Who is?
This sentence damn ouch
Go listen!!!!!!!

reason why ...

2010-07-06T23:14:00.007+08:00

I think I’m a good girl today
Because I never partial despite being influence ^^
5 more weeks
Aim not to partial
Motivate me horkay?

Huyo
Today first time bet soccer
World cup 4 year once
Just bet only
Uruguay, don’t disappoint me horkay?

Train train train
Everyday after school go training
My life ah …
Spend 4 days studying, 6 days training
Got diploma in canoe anot?

Hai hai hai
I need to spice up my life man
Hou boring
So tired nowadays
Hou sleepy
Hai……
K bye
Uruguay~~~~~~~~~

this time, for real

2010-07-05T15:49:00.008+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY JENNIFER!
Thanks for being such a good friend & a good team mate
I love you Zixin (:
I wish you will win a gold medal in this coming pol-ite
You now already a medallist
Jiayou and earn for more

*******************

I don’t understand why
Comparing the past and present
I notice a major change
But what’s the factor?

how much is too much?

2010-07-04T16:43:00.005+08:00

Never enough

The way I do

2010-07-03T01:07:00.012+08:00

GCJW!
Happy 21st to you!
Ok I’m so sorry that I cannot turn up
Very sorry
Really sorry
Super sorry
But I know you still enjoy

Also, sorry Joel for unable to turn up for same reason
Also your 21st uh
Well…

****************

Went to watch NDP 2010
Ticket from Andy (eileen's dad)
HAHAHAAHAHAHA
First time I watch at padang
Scenery ji nice

Eileen's family
So cute lor her parents
So entertaining one

Zijian!

Goh ling ling!

Really got the atmosphere there man
They played those song
Make me think back when I was in primary school
AWWWW
Songs like "Home", "We will get there"
Got flashback eh?
Before the parade start
They actually played the YOG JJ song
Make me LOL only
OH YEAH OH YEAH OH YEAH HEY!

This one funny
Cause it is a rehearsal run
So they got fake "MP" and "SR Nathan"
Make me LOL

Long time never see this already
See the kids
So amaze

Tattoo on face
Last time I did it was primary 5
Till now i still so excited

I manage to catch the firework!
But only 3 sec?
Damn not nice
It was so boring afterall
So went off early
But the night is still young...

So so so ...
We intend to get drinks and slack at esplanade
Heart to heart session (L)
Been a long time seems we 3 sat down and talk uh
Thank you for being there girls

Me, eileengoh, zijian
Just spam picture only

Tried jumpshot
So damn funny
Eileen's retardation make me LOL
See the position she is at
Ji funny

This was taken when eileen went toilet
We two like abit high uh
Do stupid things
Like never take picture before
Zijian face like a drunkard face only
And that pose hor ... abit ...
HAHAHAHA
But nehmind, we happy

We like a love singapore uh?
Zijian act one taking pledge
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

This one funny
Look like some tourist taking singapore flag
Shouting "WO AI XIN JIA PO"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH

Had so much fun
Joke of the day is the IPMAN joke
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
All along I thought his name was ...
Luckily just now never confident say "byebye ..."
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH
Ok I love tonight
Bye bye

heart to heart

2010-07-02T01:14:00.005+08:00

Shopping alone was cool uh?
I did it today man
Travel alone, shop alone
Sound emo right?
But I think I feel better after it
Plug in my earpiece, I’m in my own world

Met kel aftermath
HTHT session was great
Thank you kel (:

Why do I think on the negative side every time?
So many “what if” in my mind
Can erase it anot?
Tsk
I'm not emo, I'm just wondering

July liao leh

2010-07-01T22:42:00.007+08:00

It’s already July!
Seems like I just countdown for 2010
Now half of the year has gone
So many things to do
Yet so little time to complete

The laser quest picture have been uploaded
Like finally
See some picture damn epic la
Omg
I wanna highlight now
Muhahahahahahaha

HAHAHAH
YIP QIAO LIN!
JI HAPPY YI XIA
LIKE A DANCE WHAT LINE DANCE ONLY
NICE POSE YO

JIAJIA
I think she not suitable to go for war next time
Anyhow shoot one
The gun like heavy for her
And Jiajia, why you smile until like strike lottery?

WINSON! AUNTY BENG ENG
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
AH WANG SO SERIOUS
Serious until like those police shouting "别动!"
See the expression ji serious only

KOON ZHE
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA
LOOK LIKE SOME LAO DA RIGHT
AH BENG UNTIL CANNOT
HAND SWING SWING
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAH
AH ZHE, MAINTAIN LEH

ME SIA
HAHAHAHAAHHAHAHA
HIDING THERE DON'T KNOW DO WHAT
GOT JI CUTE ANOT?

JENNIFER!!!

HUYO!
JENNIFER GOT SEH SIAAAAA

ENTHU YI XIA
JENNIFER FTW

ZIJIAN, MAINTAIN LEH
NOSE SIZE NO NEED EXPAND
NOONE FIGHT OXYGEN WITH YOU
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
JI FUNNY UNTIL...

Everyone so cute
When play, everyone like kids
So fun!!!
Whoohoo
I wanna go again
Ok, goodnight world

only choice?

2010-06-30T23:01:00.008+08:00

Very funny
I got motivation for land training but not water
Why ah why ah?
I think because I like gym
But cannot
I need to find motivation in water
Else I keep finding excuses not to …
Sigh
Pol-ite is 3 months down the road
See some working hard for it
See some give up
See myself …

Can you support me in whatever I do?

cry me out

2010-06-29T15:35:00.004+08:00

Pixie Lott - Cry Me Out

I got your emails
You just don’t get females
Now, do you?
What’s in my heart
Is not in your head
Anyway..

Mate, you’re too late
And you weren’t worth the wait
Now, were you?
It’s out of my hands
Since you blew your last chance
When you played me

You’ll have to cry me out
You’ll have to cry me out
The tears that'll fall
Mean nothing at all
It’s time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain’t all that
Baby, there’s no way back
You can keep talking
But baby, I’m walking away

When I found out
How you messed me about
I was broken (heartbroken)
Back then I believed you
Now, I don’t need you
No more

The pic on your phone
Proves you weren’t alone
She was with you, yeah
Now, I couldn’t care
About who, what or where
We’re through

You’ll have to cry me out
You’ll have to cry me out
The tears that'll fall
Mean nothing at all
It’s time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain’t all that
Baby, there’s no way back
You can keep talking
But baby, I’m walking away

Gonna have to cry me out
Gonna have to cry me out
Boy, there ain’t no doubt
Gonna have to cry me out

Won’t hurt a little bit
Boy, better get used to it
You can keep talking
But baby, I’m walking away

You’ll have to cry me out
You’ll have to cry me out
The tears that'll fall
Mean nothing at all
It’s time to get over yourself

You'll Have to cry me out
You'll Have to cry me out

**********************

This song is super nice la
Thanks to lynn uh
Make me addicted to this
Lyrics power pack only
Go listen people
Gogogogogogogogo

partial for nothing

2010-06-28T22:43:00.006+08:00

Monday blues as always
My grade is going downhill
Yet I still partial because mou feel
Ok, I promise today last time
I promise la I think
Partial with Donna Ng and Winson Tan
Slack at library camwhore, gossip, and stalk people
Boring but funny
That Winson Tan boring until go pull my eye lash
Pain you know
But make me laugh until cannot
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

So cute right?
See Winson like small kids
Ah wang~~

Omg la
Old school song keeps running in my mind
All westlife, 5566 song all suddenly seems nice
Current addict : “Swear it all over again”
Niceeeeeeeeee
Bye world

SIWF

2010-06-27T01:26:00.011+08:00

I swear barrage is a nice place la
Look infront, behind, left and right all the view like hou leng only
Didn’t compete today
Went to support them
Weather nowadays really last warning
Either rain like don’t know what
Or hot like don’t know what
Sun burn already man
So depressing

Cheng, Zijian, Pipi
Umbrella look so 'IN' on Cheng

Jon A. ^^
James like a calefare only

We are the exchange view one ^^
Divided by 4 horkay

Deng deng deng deng deng deng deng
Eeyer
Eileengoh, Sumei, Eewern not inside ):
Else we "shi da" already sia
But hou funny
We "include" them in it
Thoughtful of us right?

Zixin! (:
Toh Cheng Sian, maintain hor

Jiajia, Zixin

Awwww
Piggyback like a sweet only

Our age all add together already like 100 year old
Yet bully by a 3 year old kids
Ownage

Nana xiaojie
Current k2 partner wor ^^

Ok, end with one cui picture
Zijian don't know looking at where
Donna like a FHM, but failed (hahaha)
Pipi are you digging your nose?
I look like I am possess hor
K la, bye

*********************

I think I sucks
I failed to be thoughtful
I failed to be sweet
I failed to remember promise and keep it
I failed to be perfect

realised

2010-06-26T14:58:00.012+08:00

Drain out totally
Today really cui until cannot
Is worse than 12km run
Really testing my mental
What a disappointment to see so little people
Sigh*
No matter how much I complain I still complete it
So yeah, I’m still trying, still holding on
I need time to find back my motivation

Okay enough of complain

Second half of the day

For don’t know how many years never go out with this two la
Ok, actually 2 months
I just like exaggerating it
Went flea just spend money only
As usual, I will spend the less
I like to rant to them
Cause they always give me the wise way
They help me see what I don’t notice
Love you two babesssss!!
I learn a lesson today
I think I should change
Well...

move on

2010-06-25T22:54:00.001+08:00

Yes
I need to move the fuck on
I wanna find myself back
Thank you

what's wrong?

2010-06-24T00:28:00.008+08:00

最近比较烦
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So when do I give up
What I've been wishing for
I'm at the most vulnerable state
Pick me up